Thursday, 3 November 2016

Ibu Tunggal

Doktor : Suami Puan tak ikut?

Warda : (terdiam) ermm saya ibu tunggal


DIAM.


3 November 2016, Hospital Pakar Shah Alam

Sunday, 30 October 2016

Wrap it!

Dunia ni pentas Opera, Kita hanya pelakon.
Sampai bila-bila pun kita hanya pelakon.


Tahniah helper yang sangat-sangat saya sayangi. Rasa gembira nak menitis air mata dengar perkhabaran itu. Semoga bibik bahagia dan sama-sama berjalan menuju ke Syurga. InshaAllah.


Dan dengan ini, bermula lah watak baru bagi aku. Semoga Allah bagi kekuatan, ketabahan dan dipermudahkan segala urusan.


Semua sudah si seal rapi, manis, pahit masin payau, masam tak lupa juga kelat. 3 Disember 2005-21 november 2015. Selamat tinggal watak lama. Awak ajar saya "how to survive"


Hey watak baru! Please be nice to me. im fragile.. lol! No no no... be tough, be cool with baby G :P


Selamat Malam, Assalamualaikum.


Thursday, 20 October 2016

Walk Proudly MAMA!


Walk proudly mama!

Melangkah lah tanpa rasa lesu. Melangkah demi sesuap nasi untuk anak-anakmu. Tergalas tanggungjawab besar di bahu mu, membesar dan mendidik anak-anakmu. Jangan pernah mama rasa jemu.


Kesat air mata mu, biar hati yang terluka jadi keras kaku.Allah tahu mama mampu, dan mama tahu Allah ada untuk kamu. Jom cipta sejarah baru.


Keep walking MAMA, keep walking...

Tuesday, 18 October 2016

Walk the Talk

Yeah, Walk the Talk. Can you?


Mudah untuk berkata-kata, tapi berat untuk laksanakan. Apa tu? Itu lah Tanggungjawab. Ramai ambil remeh hal ni, dan sampai ada yang sanggup membelakang kan hukum demi menuruti egois dalam diri. Asyik menunding jari kat orang lain, cuba la buat bahagian masing-masing, kan senang. Sekali lagi, Walk The Talk please...

haih... kita pun di ajar dari kecil supaya selesai poo poo kena "flush" sendiri kot. takkan dah besar panjang, (tua dah pun...) nak mintak orang "flush" kan.... iskkkk tak elok la gitu... Kongsi, rasa sama-sama masalah tu, supaya semua orang rasa sikit sorang beban yang ada. Jangan mendabik dada sambil kata padan muka, Anak-anak jadi mangsa, Apa salah mereka? 



Saturday, 15 October 2016

Tatkala anak silih berganti tak sihat, kerja pejabat berlambak nak kena siapkan, masalah yg tak pernah nak selesai disebabkan tade kerja sama, memang mencabar kesabaran seorang mama.

Semoga semua ni akan berlalu pergi. 



p/s: pagi tadi ade sekotak buah-buahan depan pagar rumah... tak tahu sapa gerangan yang baik hati bersedekah di pagi ahad, Terima kasih banyak-banyak. Semoga Allah balas kebaikan tuan@ puan. Tapi sayang.. kawasan rumah saya ada anjing berkeliaran... 

Saturday, 8 October 2016

Siakap Senohong

Siakap Senohong Gelama Ikan Duri
Cakap Bohong Lama-lama Jadi Pencuri


My Abah once said this to me while I'm 10 years old. It just like "melekat" in my head till now and it will last forever i think. My auntie's cincin lost and i saw it before on top of my almari baju. I dont have any intention to tipu that i saw that cincin... i just want to tell her that i saw it just now and maybe she can find the cincin beyond the almari. hahaha sound like.. wow!! dari kecik atie suka menyiasat! Abah seem like tak puas hati with my answer.. because you all know la kids.. like to play hide and seek! Abah give me a stare and my leg start shacking. Slowly he said to me... "Siakap Senohong Gelama Ikan Duri, Cakap Bohong, Lama-lama jadi pencuri" and... i cry... cry and cry.... Yup.. i love to cry... dari kecik suka menangis and Mak used to call me "KEMEMEY" i hate that word! Really hate that! hahahaha.

My Auntie suddenly shout my name from my room. "Dah jumpa!!!!!!" and she dance like a queen. Phewwww jumpa jugak, she found the cincin in her clothes bag and she told Abah maybe the cincin jatuh from the almari to her clothes bag. Abah ask me to come closer and said slowly... "Abah bukan marah.. Abah nak ajar awak yang kita tak boleh menipu.. kita kena jujur. Nanti kalau dah biasa menipu, kita akan hilang kepercayaan orang kat kita." and i cry.... hahahahaha there you are! nangis lagi! Abah is a firm person. He never cuddle his kids to show his love, but he love to jesting with them. Abah is a policeman. Police=garang is synonym. Why am i cry? because i feel that Abah try to tell me that i hide the cincin! lol. But it was a lesson to me. Till now i still remember the colour of the almari. Almari berek polis dulu-dulu. I still can tasted my tears. Salty of course! lol

Now I am getting old, my hands is full of 5 kids. Alhamdullilah. Amanah Allah and i promise to myself to raise them like Abah raise me. Yes, he is my idol and my true man. I don't like my kids lie to me. I don't like someone that i love lie to me. Now i know Abah's feeling when his kid lie to him. Its break our heart, isn't? and of course it even worst if someone that you love, trust, lied to you. Its really hurt.. TT

Why you need to lie? to get an attention? Once you're caught, you will never get others trust anymore unless you lie to your wife, lie to your parent. They will always there for you, to show you unconditional love, to teach you to do the right thing. To give you a chance. Again and again.

The question is, "sampai bila" you want to lie? You dont have money in front of your kids, you dont have anything to eat in front of your parents, you dont even have a job in front of your family but you can enjoy hard rock cafe on your 35th birthday, you can fly to Bali to get your highlife. Is that all that you want? 

You said, "Abah susah hati sangat. banyak sangat salah abah dalam dunia ni" yup. You know that! You keep repeat the same mistake, again and again.

Abah-abah out there, don't let your son hate you with all your sadness story because they know that you're lie to them. You are great man to them, you are an idol to them but you lying to them. Guys, its hurt! Don't let them shame to call you "Abah"

Thursday, 30 June 2016



Besar dah budak ni. Dah 6 tahun. Semoga Aisha dilindungi Allah walau dimana Aisha berada. Ingat nak letak gambo terobek mase bersalin kan dia di HUSM, tapi saddis naw muka sasa mase tu. Kecik naw naw!




*BTW kek mak buat sendiri, tempahan boleh dibuat di laman sesawang yg tertera di kaki cake stand. Perhatian juga, tempahan hanya dibuka utk kek berupa huduh saje. Ala2 kek Halloween gittew... ngeri tapi sedap. Muahahahaha